It is four o clock in the morning but I cannot sleep.
My mind is usually blank during the day, but at night I would think about every little thing in the world.
I can t sleep...
Ever since I got my glasses, I stopped looking up at the sky.
Tonight I happened to look up at night when I heard the helicopter overhead.
Then I saw the stars.
I forgot how interesting it is to look at them.
I feel so small but so comfortable.
Very..."down to earth" kind of feeling.
I often wondered how I could feel so lonely when I am standing in the middle of the crowded street.
I think it s because I don t know anyone and people just walk past me without a glance of acknowledgement.
Or maybe I m just invisible from time to time.
A little girl caught my attention the other day. She looks like a doll--with golden, curly hair, blue eyes, white skin, and dimples. The scarlet dress contrasts beautifully with her hair.
I had to look away when she turned in my direction.
Recently I took a liking to black leather gloves and men with stubbles...
I am thirsty all the time. People are getting sick these days. The common cold spreads so quickly. My father and my roommate fell ill and I wondered how I am still healthy and unaffected. I kind of want to get sick, because it had been seven years since I last fell ill. Is that weird? To want to be sick?
My sister does not miss me even if I left home for weeks. She seemed annoyed when I went back. Maybe it s because she is on her rebellious age. Or maybe she just hates me...
Time pass slow yet went by in a flash. I am another minute older.
Everyone knows how long they had lived, but never how long they still have to live.
How...interesting.
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