After i back to Taiwan, i really wanna go to a foreign country.
Finally i decided stay in Taian, because i want go to Japan more easy. That time im really crasy. jusat did that for kazusa.
Few month later, i dont know that decision is right or wrong.
Until now, im so tired, too much things i have to do . To run the lounge bar is so hard for me ,but i did. i want be successful, because i want kazusa understand my heart.
From today, i dont know what im doing. can i get her? i dont know yet. Actually she had a boyfriend. also someone who hunting me . in my opinion, i just want she happy . if she iness, its enough for me . The other way, perhaps i will be alone all life, because she will stay in my heart all life.
i dont know what is my next plan yet . The day after tomorrow, what should i do .i want try to love someone, but its so difficult for me.
Sometimes i want to find someone who i can talk each other , but its impossible.
no reason .
whats my next plan ? catch kazusa? back to New Zealand? go to somewhere? still run my lounge bar? try to love someone? make lots of money ? do something? i dont know.
who can understand my mind? who can let me know what should i do ? also i dont know. i have no idea now.